i write sins not tragedies.

i can't tell you how much i'd love to take back every word i said.

2006-04-05T22:22:27Z

<3333 TAMPA

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2006-02-03T02:11:58Z

ok so basically, i officially hate high school. i dont think i have ever been this stressed in my life. im like freaking out. sats, college, school work, typical high school bullshit; its all so overwhelming. i was doing really well in school, i had like the best grades and gpa i think i have ever had; all a's and 1 b with a 4.2 gpa. and then today, i found out i now have 4 c's and 2 b's, this semester is starting to get really bad. im actually starting to get scared, i have no idea what i even want to do with my future. i have no idea what college i want to go to or what i even want to study. i dont think i can take any more of this stress. gahhhh! BUT besides the stress of school, things are finally good. im making a good amount of money for myself and things are starting to go back to normal. things were getting pretty bad and after an extremely emotional breakdown and some advice, i realized that i just need to say what i feel. i basically realized i cant shelter myself and keep things bottled up; i need to trust the people around me. the past couple of months have really made me realize things about myself that i need to change. basically though, im just really glad i got out what i needed to and because of it, things are finally starting to change. right now i just want to focus on having the time of my life. but yeah thats pretty much all the venting i have for right now, heh.

i live a safe life
so i will never feel pain or suffering
i never cry here
i never try here
i’ll never reach my full capacity
i want the real thing
i want The Unprotected
i want the feeling that i am still alive

everyone knows i'm in over my head

2006-01-20T02:31:47Z

Take Chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell a jerk what you think. Laugh til your stomach hurts and your eyes water. Live life. And most of all... have no regrets.

gah

2006-01-11T00:33:18Z

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run away with me...<3

tell me it's not too late

2005-12-27T03:40:02Z

all a girl is looking for is that one guy that can prove to her that they're not all the same.

gah

2005-12-23T00:30:03Z

this is obviously something I should start getting used to...